sorry and thanks

I feel tired. But luckily hv you~
Eventhough u're not be by my side,i can feel u all the time~
i feel stress,the exam is near~ i feel stress and not just about this...
alot of thing make me starting to become nuts...
but u... always care about me...and always make 100% support for me~
how happiness to hear that~
i wish i can see u right now! but i can't...
everything is going smooth,because of ur advise... and because of ur fully support~
everytime i need help,u're always the one who help me all the time~
I'm really appreciate this love! never give up~~
u're the best always. true love from my heart~
Maybe sometime some thing/happens drive u nuts,maybe i could not understand ur situation. i'm really sorry about that~
i shouldn't be like that! sorry it's my fault! please kindly forgive me...
i don't want to make you feel that i'm childish and never understand about ur mind,about what is going on,about what're u thinking...about everything~
Maybe sometime my spoken out language was rude to you,i really want to say i'm sorry here~
please don't put inside your heart. forget about it...
Maybe sometime it's really hard to talk to me, because my hot temper showed out... so sorry about it...
really feel guilty when everytime after did it...
just want to tell u...
when u need me, by phone to talk, this may be temporary period... just hopefully to be grow up immediatly...
We keep our promise...til end. we surely can make it.
deal~~~

~cheers babe~
charlene.

drove to a place........ EAT! HAHA

BEST FRIEND IS'NT IT... lolx...

birthday girl * ME * chris * pauline * joyce

cheers~~~

**ladies**

cute or not???

birthday girl...

fire~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

SHAN princess

yeahhh....finally our shanshan gone....

byebye shan!! FLY FLY FLY TO KL...

wish you have your happy trip...

SORRY SHAN Princess...

My dude Shan...

Sorry for being late,it made your broter became late to school.

Sorry that made you forgot to pick your brother up from school.

Sorry that made your scolded by your mom again.

Sorry that made you spent alot again,broke your one week record.

Sorry that troublesome you always.

Sorry,because i felt guilty.

But anyway, just need to apologize with you. Because u knew what kind of person i m.

True Heart Babe,

Charlene.

quite worst trip in KL...

a very rushed and packed trip.

in KL...

we suppose to be very happy and enjoyable...but actually i attended for the FHM2009 in KLCC for some research of the dad's company business stuff with my dearly cousin,AHMEK... lol!!

Everything came so sudden,but quite thank to my future cousin's hub (Ian), he got the idea and made us choose to go for the show. If he did not tell my cousin,then we should'nt knew anything about this. And it was just coincident. It was quite a big show, did not take any picture of it because i don't think it's really useable. =)

So once we decide for the trip of the research of FHM2009 servay, then we booked the ticket for 4 days 3 nights stayed in KL area. ( Tuesday-Friday)

It was quite a rush trip, and i hated rush at all. 

Tuesday

Early in the morning,before that,i was feeling very unwell,felt like vomit and my stomach was not really feeling well, because of the digest problem. =='' made me really felt worst. But i still be patient on it. 

I woke up at 7.30 am. I was really tired and sleepy at all. But i couldn't complaint on it, because my flight time was 11.45 am, so it made me needed to rush again. First at all,i finished dress up. Then went out did something emergency with my cousin and my mom. 

We went to airport at 10 something. RUSHED RUSHED RUSHED!!!

Finally we're boarding, took air-asia flight for emergency booked. Expensive cost too. ==''

Reached KL at 1++pm, Reached KL area at 3++ pm, and we checked in for the hotel room 1310 at Nova Hotel. Quite low quality nowsaday. Changed quite lots. Go to KLCC commercial centre for the show til our leg very "unstable"... lol... Went for shopping and went for a look for my favourite clothes stuff in TOPSHOP... hehe... but save budget, did not buy a lot of high cost clothes. ~~~ And my cousin,pity girl...her small leg broke very very soon, walked until really pain and felt uncomfortable. Went nose to buy shoes again...lol... this trip we're really bringing "new shoes" back. lol.

Night time,we had nothing much to do, so once we backed to hotel, we walked down to the alor street and ATE something that's really NOTHING SPECIAL, just for fun!! Supper hehe...

Goodnight!!

Wednesday

A quite excited day, but rush day again. Especially in night time.

First, in the early morning, i woke up as usual at 7.30am. Dressed up in a very fast speed, then went out by 10++am. We went to Papa John pizza for breakfast+lunch. 12++pm we attented the show again. Until 2 something, we met up Alex my boy and my cousin who's my cousin's sis,a very long time did not see her... lol... very silent~~~ hehehe...

So we chit-chat and had tea break in mdm kwan, after that my "dear" two friend yuyu & nana wanted to meet up me! And one of them complaint KLCC was too far, so we decided to went to such a far way "one utama" just to meet up that two girls. Never see them again since 1-2 years b4 that. 

We went by Lrt cause no transport just to say. Sigh.. Quite troublesome. But it's ok. For them i would like to. Once i met them, i felt.................................................................................

that's for Wed's night.

Thursday

Most tired and rushed day.

Early in the morning, as usual 7.30am. We went out by 11++am. After breakfast, we decided not to back to the commercial centre for the show again, cuz we wanted the information was all that only. So we went for lil shopping... Afternoon, i decided to go up to my ex-sch near genting way. So we went up by 2 ++pm. Reached by 3++pm. But did not see all of them. Because most of them was still upstair in the hostel way. So we might not wait for so long time til they came down. But i saw some of my friends them,changed... just really changed. Nothing much to say. All of u good luck. Be good girl good boy that's it.

And we went down to Pavilion. Supposed to meet my ever best best friends,Swanky and Robert. Miss them damn a lot, felt like crying while talk about them. DON'T WORRY WILL MEET UP VERY SOON. BBF... 4ever ^^

At the end we missed up our gathering. Meet up next trip dude.

Lastly, we had our dinner in star hill, BUFFET for dinner. I forgot the name, but it was really nice. It's Alex idea. i think he went there quite a lot of time. lol... But somehow, we wasted. Cause of RUSH!!! We could'nt even enjoyed!! Sigh~~~ Really felt sad on it. We ate until RM200++ for 3 person. But we ate nothing much,and we rushed back to dress up again, just to meet her. But finally we reached, the place COCOBANANA, quite like disco place. Seems like feng tao area. Omg. Went there, but we're acting like stupid fellar. NO. Actually just "3" stupid fellar. Went there for nothing. Haih... 3 of us ( me,alex,ahmek) one thing can say, really regret to go to that place for wasting our cherishable time. And we spent for the drink but 3 of us drink only. I'm quite angry on it, and really felt not worth... And once we went backed by 1++am, my leg.... OMG...... the skin almost spoiled... And it was very swollen by the way. Damnit!!! But it's ok. Sigh. wasted my time. no relaxable and enjoyable at all. Went back packed thing until 3am. Woke up at 6am. CAN U FEEL HOW TIRED IS IT????? sigh~~~ and i missed the food in alor street. Actually we decided to go for supper after the club. But everything spoiled. So regret!!! Haih... why i will feel so angry?? Because i will not know when i will go there with him and my cousin again. It was a really best time for us to shopping and chit chating and do the thing that we want to do at there one. But.................................................................................................................... 

JUST FORGET ABOUT IT. 

FRIDAY (TODAY)

Tired like hell... ahmek so sorry to you, did not spent such a great time with you. And u're really sickness once u backed to btu. JUST TAKE CARE and next time i promise will not happen this such a stupid thing again. really need to say sorry to you. u're my ever best cousin at all. Will never complaint at all. GOOD.

And my babe Alex was the most tired person, but somehow he still wanted to accompany me. touchable~~~~ love u always. lol... cheer up babe... hehe...

lalala....

that's it. WASTAGE more than it. ;p

Thing always like that. Once we planned, finally all different!! And mostly won't go it smooth!

that's all.

BY ONESELF...

i feel friend is not so important for me. because they're kinda rascal...

if they're because of lil of misunderstanding,to irritate me,oh thanks. i'll appreciate alot of this kind of friendship. there'll going to be no more.

don't think i'm a very naive person ok,don't try to throw down the gauntlet of me!

please understand each situation. i'm trying to be patient,but don't make me angry at the same time. once the feeling come,sorry... it's over.

yes then yes,no then no. never force never hv any malicious talk.

fed up fed up... should i? omg...

what's the point on it.

i don't know what's friend and money between on it.

real OR fake??

Life is just too deeply grieved and reality...
1ST???
And in this world,it might be many type of ''FRIEND''...

1. BOYFRIEND??
2. GIRLFRIEND??
3. BESTFRIEND??
4. TRUE FRIEND???
5. FAKE FRIEND???? yeah...many question marks here.

IS THIS FOREVER???

• some of the ''FRIEND'' acted freakish,unusual sometime funny.
• some of the ''FRIEND'' acted rich,high-end,arrogant,conceited,mostly proud...
• some of the ''FRIEND'' acted childish,unmature minded,undemanded...

these kind of behaviour made me freaking accursed!!!
they're just know how to say,but when asked for help,it's really hard and nonsense for them.
AM I RIGHT?
yes,for me is absolutely right! this is call FAKE~??
those are really fake??? don't u think so???
seriously maybe somebody that who surrounding u,may be this kind of person too??
try to figure out it??? mind??? or u're cowardly fear to find out???
please clear your minded... be careful when u meet fren,not one nor the other of two people...
either this or that...

2ND??
Another type of FRIEND is...

• the person whoever,and however he/she,has a sense of honor and justice... for me this is friend,when u need help,however the situation is pathetic,still help til deep.
• although how poor are u,friend will never compare rich and poor to u. everyones are impartial. And,NEVER ARGUE ABOUT $!!
• the person who never make use of friends,and never lie to each other.
• the person who no secret with each other.
• A person who really know what's call PAL.

CAN ANYBODY MAKE IT? i don't think so,including me said so. i can't even make it,because i had seen many type of friends,how they treat me 1st,then i will get some feedback for them too.

this is a very apt and simple. NOBODY can make it,unless that person is your boyfriend. But eventhough was boyfriend,it's hard to say so. Boyfriend usually cheated on girl too. One night stand?? puppy love?? not the type u like anymore?? HUH...WHATEVER...

in this world friend is just a part,this is just the appearance of a person. In this world,your family will never harm through u,simple meaning,they're not evil creature a pest thanks. But friends mostly are used to be exploit. lol.... SIGH... what to say and what to do?? They're no such thing on best friend,buddy,best pal...unless is him???

that's is so much of question mark for me...just hope someone could know me deeply... i was so heartbroken,ao sorrowful. Because i don't even know and understand how's a words of FRIEND meant by... It sometimes make me feel very

anyone else can tell me so?? is that an ardous question??

This is all from my true feeling... learnt from it too... everything will change just a second! everything in an unexpected turn!!

...THE END...